And then there's stupid student loans. I lost my scholarship, because of classes I don't even need for the school I'm at now, and I now have the pleasure of paying my own tuition. Meaning the $3000 going to that, will no longer be going to my rent, utilities and food. FML. I get a little bit back, but it's not much. I don't want to take out a private loan because their interest rates are outrageous, so hopefully Brandon's job will keep being steady. I really wish I could get a job or something to make money, but I did the work and school thing one semester and I got a C, D and F in 3 of my classes! Not doing that again.
Oh and not to mention I'm trying to plan our wedding which is just about 2 months away during all of this too! I am going to lose my mind. Sorry for being such a Debbie Downer, but I just had to get it out of my system somehow!